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2009-11-04T14:07:00.001+08:00

Moved!!!

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2009-10-23T15:52:00.002+08:00

Can't help thinking, this is how it ought to be......

-DM theory 28th Oct

-Live Aboard Tioman/Dayang & Kuantan Wreck 30th Oct-1St Nov

-Bangkok trip 2nd Dec-6th Dec

-Instructor Development Course to be completed before Feb

- Feb Manado Dive Trip

- March Certifying my first batch of students

- Dec Maldives Trip

Total 8 theories, 3 down, 5 more to go!!!!

2009-09-29T17:48:00.002+08:00

Just got back from a dive trip on sunday, Its tiring... Morniing call, packing of equipments, long boat/bus rides. One day of rest, i'm leaving on thursday to Bintan to check out the dive sites will be back on a friday morning, but leaving again on the friday evening to tioman and coming back on a Sunday nite. Might as well don come back rite??

2009-09-22T17:55:00.002+08:00

Just got to know of a tragic news. Gerald a 21 old good lookin chap passes away. He was on job as a commercial diver on friday, and his body was found on Sunday. Though i'm not really close to him but did spoke to him while he sent all the dive gears to gill's. He's just too young to part from this world. Guess its fated..

2009-09-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm able to PARTY!!!
Benz 19th birthday on friday... Went phuture, met elvis and zi xian and later met zhi yong at the entrance.
Get to know Roy whose a SSI instructor and thinking of a PADI convertion.. Hehehe, another instructor for me to use:DDD Hopefully i'll be able to go for ths week's trip to AUR.. DIVE DIVE DIVE:DD
And hopefully i'll be able to get my hands on the bc and reg.. Come to mama:DD

2009-09-03T12:58:00.002+08:00

This week super relax, no trip, no pool, no theory:DD After this week need to suffer again.. Theory tonite!!! Finally after tonite, 1 down, 7 more to go:) Benz birthday coming!!! Club again, break my fast leh!! Beach road tomorrow morning wif benz, let him choose pressie. Sat i'm going on a date, haha.. Like small gal on first date... Crossing my fingers tat i'll be ojt for next week's trip:))

2009-08-31T19:00:00.001+08:00

Halcyon BCD here i come!!!! GOD rain me money:))))

2009-08-27T12:53:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!!

I'm going off to tioman tomorrow, its super last minute i swear. I thought i don have to go for this dive trip, well unhappy customers have to make them happy. Equipments not packed, bag not packed, money not changed, plans cancelled. Damn!!!

Thursday decompression theory, hopfully i'll be able to understand a single shit out of it and get over and done wif the test. One last pool session i hope, so i wont get a itchy butt after 6 hours in the pool. i hate chlorine!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!! new stuff to use during this week's trip!! New fins, new rash guards, new boardshorts, new DIVE COM!!!!!! Save money save money save money.....

OMS/Halcyon Scubapro S600 Reg, come to mama:DDDDDD

About Last week's trip

My first OJD as a divemaster, so paranoid of losing my students, so afraid that they'll run out of air.. Everything went well just tat i still dono how to tie bouyline!!!!
See nothing during this trip, not even a tiny nudibranch, all i can see is heads. Cuz i'm doing head counts most of the time.

NIGHT DIVE!!!
Its the best nite dive ever i swear!!! Its just me and jason, we chose our own dive sites and our own dive time. Saw spong crab, puffer fish, Jason's first shark sighting, moray eel, lots of reef shrimp, sadly i don see nudibranchs and i dono why???

Next week's Trip.
SMU 50 Pax.. More hunks pls~~~~~ Wee woo Weet:DDD

2009-08-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

I'm Back!!! And i'm confused...
Phuket, similan or MANADO??? Obviously Manado right?? 1K gone:((( SAVE SAVE SAVE SAVE SAVE....

Tomorrow breakfast wif ricky and el and maybe jackie:))) Pool session!!! Cant wait to complete my DM stuff, 8 theories to go.. BOOHOO!!!!

2009-08-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'm back from my trip ytd. My first on job training as DM. Best nite dive i ever had. Its just Jason and me. Saw a cat shark, OMG jason finally saw a shark after 70 over dives!!! Ima lucky bitch:) Night dive was a dangerous one though, it doesn goes wif the dive plan. My dive com sort plug already. Flounder found on a sea bed, not pro in hiding, but its damn big!!! My first time spotting a moray eel:D Cant wait to get certified as dm, I wanna get my IDC..

Looking forward to the plan we had today.. Make it happen..

2009-08-03T15:24:00.000+08:00

Back from Dayang!!! I'm so shag.. The first time i'm having muscle aches after diving. The first time i felt so paranoid during a dive trip, when out of no where, u'll will hear sounds of screams and missing divers, screwed up rescue trip.

Finally got the hang of spotting nudibranchs under the sea beds, around the corals, around the rocks. Cant believed tat i've touch a pufferfish half the length of my arm, Spotted reef shrimps during my nite dive. And most importantly, i roughly know how to save a person from drowning:D

Next weeks 4 days 3 nites and Dayang as dive master, i cant wait. But yet, i don think i'm ready....

2009-07-24T14:04:00.003+08:00

Once we'r troubled of not having enough divemaster's. Looking back now, we have like a total of 6 comfirmed to be dm, 1 certified dm, and myself. John, now u can get over to New York and study in peace. Though i'm still trying to get things right. Have Faith in me....

2009-07-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

I need to club!!! Like seriously!!

The stress nv seemed to be ending..

2009-07-15T18:59:00.002+08:00

I cant complete Padi PIC online!!! Argh!!! Why???

Wasn't sure how am i gonna endure rescue dive, sounds scary to me, vijay popped by and told me lots of stuff during a rescue dive. And tips of cuz. I'm so damn hungry, i need food!!! Jason delivery pls hurry!!!

Wants to go bali for leisure dive wif deep blue, but i've got no money!!!! Wants to by D4, but i've got no money!!! Hopefully i'll be able to go while i'm doing dmt:)))

ZOUK ZOUK ZOUK!!! like finally!!! I cant wait to party!!!

2009-07-14T15:28:00.001+08:00

anw what ever is it.. jiayou.. if u wan to think abt him or wat jus think n think one day u will be tired... dun stop urself.. when u are tired u will move on and be happy again..

Thanks shuwen.. Really appreciate:)

2009-07-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

Finally it came to a conclusion.
I dono how to feel or how should i feel. List of things to keep u out of my mind

16 July- EFR theory
Rescue theory
Rescue Pool session
Rescue open water Dive
-Dive master course..
60 dives record
8 test
Conduct pool session test....

2 months DMT
2010 Feb 20- Manado dive trip

How long can i keep myself busy??

2009-07-10T12:22:00.002+08:00

Sitting in a corner of 51, i realise and i have no much to say, i've got to run this place alone. Thinking of it alone makes me wanna run away, but i know i cant. Sometimes i wish time will slow down, i need john. I need him to guide me like a mother feeding her baby. I don wanna screw this up and i clench my fist and pray i wont.

Guess i've overlooked tons of stuff, frens, family and my one true love.. I'm sorry but i've got no time to compensate like i used to. I seriously need some kind soul to rely on just incase i screw things up.

I thank God you've found me when i've made myself invisible:) Wants to go manado on my birthday. Follow by sipadan. Money issues, time issues. Have faith in me:)

2009-06-27T13:30:00.002+08:00

For some updates since my tioman trip, had to do some cleaning ups for late sudmission of equipment list and menifest.. Screwd big time!!!

Dont have pics at the moment, i bought a underwater housing for my camera, and again i'm broke!!!! This friday going off to tioman for my advance dive, special guest: Hatching turtles!!!!
I cant wait to see them.. I've nv snorkel before in my entire 18 years.. And finally i got to it, since i'm a certified diver already, there isn't a need for me to snorkel when i can dive:))))
I want a BCD (Bouency control Device) cause rental equipment sucks.. And a regulator please~~~~ Crossing my fingers so i'll get a chance to go bali for a free hoilday trip and free dive!!!!

Whenever a course ended, customers who dived wif u turns to friends. Its sad to see one of them returning back to holland..

2009-06-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

Fins bought, booties bought, wet suite ordered... Where's my mask loo???

2009-06-14T20:22:00.002+08:00

I'm finally done wif my pool session.. Its fun tat u can experience breathing underwater.. And able to stay bouyant neutrally... I'm so tired and i'm burnt!!! 6 hours in the pool, i'm like spongebob already.. Next week tioman!!! Shopping for my mask, fins, booties, full suite and snorkel tomorrow... Oakley here i come!!! soon.. hahah.. Thanks loo for returning to the pool side after lunch just for me:)

2009-06-11T14:08:00.002+08:00

Finally back to post...
Changed of job, accepted rowells offer... working wif them at their dive shop..
Going off to tioman next week for my first open water dive.. Cant wait!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-03T11:48:00.002+08:00

Where's mY Mat???

Super long Since i posted.. Well i'm being shared wif angela, benz, mat and work!!!! Hurr i cant wait to get back to tat chocolate shop at esplanade together wif Mat, angela and benz.. MY TREAT!!! and of cuz mat's suppose to share the cost wif me.. wahaha.. Tomorrow's 3D 2N retreat... It doesn even sound as fun as u think.. ITS MORE WORK FOR ME!!!

2009-03-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

And again, ladies nite at zouk "phuture"... See the cute guy in the pic?? tst andy, he's benz camp mate... Things are just unpredictable, i feel like i've just got a hold in 1 in golf, striked lottery, owning a mini cooper, had money in the world :DDD 18 April... ICWTCU:DDDD

Co-broking is tough job...

2009-03-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry.. i just dont know wad the hell i want.. Nothing seems to satisfy me.. I don wan to face anything.. I just wish nth can get in my way.. When things/people i really wanted just dint give a damn about it, and the things/people i dint really wanna bother keep crashing into me.. wtf is this!!! When my world came crashing down, nth seems to overcome me.. Just stay away from me, cuz i'm a loser without knowing wad she really wants...

2009-03-06T01:28:00.002+08:00

Went phuture ytd wif angela... Meet up wif w.s and his fren.. while waiting for his fren to get his chop, i saw arnold and ray!!! make our way to dbl o in the end age limit is 20 cant get in... go back to phuture.. drank vodka, tequila shots, jaga bomb and later redbull vodka!!! back to dancefloor... had one last round of flaming lambo!!! and tats the end of my nite!!!

watched my bloody valantine 3D... i swear to god i'm cursing through the show!!! the producer damn have brains to twist the whole story.. damn gross!!! but u really have to watch:)

2009-03-04T00:13:00.004+08:00

Chatted wif w.s on msn today.. he's going dbl o tomorrow.. which means we can meet up!!. yeah free drinks.. tats wad he said to me.. angela's going wif me tomorrow.. shopping, home then off to club!!! i got my juicy courture watch at last!!!

Guessing games, maybe its only one sided love
I'm not gonna fight an unbeatable war

2009-02-27T02:30:00.002+08:00

I hate it when i cant get to sleep like a normal human being does... When morning turns to nite and nite turns to morning.. I'm worried sick of not getting a new job so tat i wont run out of cash.. I miss beaching days.. I hardly remembered the player i was in the past..I want back my touch.. I need drinkin nites pls.. Ask me out!!! i cant sleep.. sobs.. I had a million questions about myself.. I'm dreaming even though i'm sleeping.. Something's holding me back:(

2009-02-19T07:05:00.002+08:00

I've just received a news from lincoln... My cousin is together wif one of my vb fren... wad a small world.. Now i cant hide a single thing infront of her... Kind of contradicting... I just cant get to sleep though i have to be awake by 9... Meetin pai at northpoint for breakfast before going over to PHS for vb B division finals which is CCHY against PHS!!! CCHY better win...

After match meeting weenah for some shoppings:) Guess my 18 birthday will be another lonely day...

I'm quitting loof soon!!! 28th feb will be my last day... Now i'm flipping classified almost everyday.. SO MANY THINGS TO BUY YET SO LITTLE MONEY!!!!

2009-02-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

15Feb

Went out wif ben to heeren's jacks place for my birthday treat.. Had beef for lunch!!! Then took a cab to esplanade.. Sat at harry's bar while waiting for dave.. Drank midori wif 7 up and snowball and off to catch our show.. watched break out super duper nice to the max!!! Even the ladies dance as well as the guys.. Never regretted watching:) thx for everything, which includes the lee hwa necklace:)

2009-02-13T03:17:00.002+08:00

Is V day is sat and i have to work.. Wif shift so fucking screwed!!!

2009-02-02T02:57:00.002+08:00

I'm back!!

Finally got my art piece done thx to andrew for my very advance birthday gift:) He's out of town to brunei of his ns.. and he'll be back before my birthday:) New year is hell lot of travelling..

2009-01-06T03:34:00.003+08:00

New year RESOLUTION:)

Earn more money
Thailand trip wif frens
Seriously cant wait to be 18
Get my first Fred perry top
Family to be healthy and happy
Friendship to last
MORE DRINKING NITEX!!!

2009-01-06T03:10:00.002+08:00

Today!!!

Went to work without angela today, kind of lonely.. Met ivan at parco bugis while i was on my way to get bubble tea.. Went to the old place to chill and had our expensive routine and off to work.. Work today was boring to the max.. 12 am and steven (assistant manager) ask if we wanna have supper.. geraldine and her bf went to buy.. Mee soto for supper!! Work ended, tables wiped and we played bishi bashi for free like 49 tokens all thanks to steven.. Played black jack and the company bus came.. home sweet home:)

24 DEC

Worked cuz of 1.5 pay.. in the end worked till 10:30 and was told to go home.. Angela Had nth on so called ben to see where's he.. Met hime at clark quey and headed down to iguana cafe.. Had 3 shots of Mint mars bar, mars bar and chocolate orange and off to artica.. Cuz of the long queue ben payed for a bottle.. melissa and kevin came to fetch us all back..

23 Dec

Cuz i'm working on the new year's eve, meaning no count down, ben made a reservation at villa bali.. Comfy place wif cute waiters and bartenders:) Had mojito, white russion and frangelico wif milk, chilled and headed back home:)

31 Dec

A day for count down but i'm working.. The bar got slammed wif people as expected.. i got elbowed like many times.. Finally its 3:30!!! headed home:)

1 Dec

Eventually i forgot wad i did.. I think i went drinking again:)

2008-12-23T18:52:00.002+08:00

I'm going drinking today again!!!!

Thought i would be staying at home the entire day.. Benjamin u saved my life!!! Chat wif him online and he asked if i'm going anywhere tonite.. I said no, and ask if i wanna join him and his frens to the pub, i'm craving for frangelico wif milk!!

2008-12-22T12:36:00.002+08:00

Went to john's house x'mas party last nite... Met angela and waited for lovie.. Off to his house..
thanks for al the free flow of drinks dude:) I wont forget about frangelico wif milk.. And ur lychee martini.. U've got me tipsy and slept like a dead fish.. Now my head hurts and all fucked up:)

Nice meeting u gerald.. My scandal of the day..

2008-12-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

Slept at 4 and woke up at 7 this morning, CRAMPS!!!
Msged angela tat i cant go cchy for training.. Woke up at 11 called her that i'm better and off to hit the balls!!!

Tomorrow will be another hectic day at loof, cuz its a friday, meaning more people.. i wanna go shopping and beaching!! Guess my work load had replaced them already.. I miss weenah like so much.. Hurr hurr.. tomorrow will be a better day:)

2008-12-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

U don have to tell me,
I knew it all along..
Very well, and so be it..

2008-12-13T19:08:00.002+08:00

I'm starting work on MONDAY!!!

Worried at first, angela called and said may's got a call from LOOF's manager, and we don.. Just an hour ago, i finally got a call, and i'm working at bugis rather than cityhall... Later angela called me and said she's working at bugis.. But may's working at cityhall.. i wonder if things can be changed for us to work together..

2008-12-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

I've got a job!!!

Went for job hunting using today's newspaper and try our luck together wif la la and may..
Got lost in the middle of bugis, tracking down the road which we are heading to using lala's iphone.. Finally after nonsensical round abouts we reached LOOF!!

LOOF its a bar wif good atmosphere and breezy cuz its open air, rooftop kind of bar.. Tried our luck, went to fill in our application form, we dint know there'll be a interview once u summit ur form.. And 3 of us made it!!! Job starting at 6:30p.m onwards.. woohoo!!! Life's good:)

2008-12-09T17:24:00.003+08:00

I'm back to blog again...
This few days i'm just busy working and meeting up wif weenah and frens:)
I miss beaching!!! 3 weeks from now since i went sentosa..
Suppose to meet up wif lala in the morning, i was still sleeping so they went out without me.. Hurr hurr..

P.s Sometimes i just feel tat u don need a explaination for everything, its a urge of feelings which one gets...

2008-12-03T17:15:00.003+08:00

Exams are over, long vacations are here!!!

I'm going for job hunting again.. Shopping i guess? I miss lala and frens.. Beaching on sats..

I'm going malaysia next month for shopping treats:) I've got nothing to do at home!!!

2008-11-30T00:57:00.002+08:00

When everything is so Fucked up, my frens cant help..
Parents being the killer, instead of my helpers..
Just who can i rely on??

When u are out there stirring shit, i have to clear the shit.. Sometimes life isn't fair.. When all the investment goes to u, i've got nth but shit..

2008-11-29T14:37:00.002+08:00

Have been sleeping in the morning and going out till late at nite.. Narayan left Singapore Yesterday for Australia.. Gosh i'm gonna miss the rest of the peeps.. And off cuz shankar's " Nabei si turtle turtle" hahax.. I miss my little weenah.. But she's gonna miss her little narayan:) Exam starting on monday.. I'm so not going out, mugging at home, this is so not me..

I'm on my way,

When my coffee turns to grey

2008-11-26T06:24:00.003+08:00

No skul week!!! I've been sleeping late and waking up late.. Working for kylie's concert, managed to see some outstanding soft guys (gays) wearing all the blings they can find... wad a turn off.. My work ends at 9:30, cuz i'm doing starpass ticketing, my very first time doing ticketing stuff, kind of a lost bird.. The people doing ticketing sure make my day, full of fun and laughter.. After work duck came, suppose to go old changi road for glorious food, in the end he told me we've got a movie to catch, at popcorn for lunch cum dinner.. bought out tickets (madagascar), walked around for the time to pass.. Went to but popcorns and drinks i met andrew and agnes!!! hahax.. lao yang obviously is not behaving and started to talk nonsense about me infront of duck.. Tats about it i guess.. Look at the time now, i'm still not sleeping, think its the sticks tat kept me awake..

2008-11-24T16:23:00.003+08:00

As i was glancing through my sis phone photos, i saw my dog's pic under mischief.. the pic on the rite, she was caught playing wif tissue paper when my sis got home.. tissue paper on the floor will be the evidence!!!

2008-11-19T23:12:00.002+08:00

I've got my kitty phone:) BUT!!! the person i call thought i'm a hello kitty talking on the fone, like some kind of cartoon voice.. This is so sad.. I'm gonna change it on friday, have to work tomorrow after skul.. Damn periods, giving hell lots of problems:(

2008-11-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

Just got home..

Went to skul, but never attend lesson.. how stupid:) Went AMK wif jia ling to ask about my kitty phone.. In the end she got herself a new phone.. LG viewty.. I'm goinh to get my kitty fone tomorrow!!! I hope:) Went home to bath and changed, went out wif duck..

He brought me to arab street to get a glance at those underground brands of clothes and stuff, my eyes almost got popped out.. I wanna shop!! But its too ex for me to even think about getting something.. We went in to a particular shop wif all the discount stickers, and found a dress come skirt.. and i'm so in love wif it, i have to buy it.. Went to try on the dress then later change back to my jacket. When i was about to pay, the cashier said " no need, its free" i stoned for a few seconds when she gave duck his change then i realise he paid the dress already..

I'm SUPER DUPER happy:) Thank you so much my DEAR DUCK!!!

2008-11-17T00:07:00.001+08:00

I LOVE RAFFLES!!!

2008-11-16T00:57:00.002+08:00

I'm BacK!!! I had my smiley pierced:)

1) Watched "10 promises to my dog" wif my sis, ended up crying together

2) Went bishan library wif sis to return her book

3) went AMK to look for mum, bought mum a phone and ordered my hello kitty phone:)

4) Went home watch tv

5) Duck came to meet me, chatted and back home

2008-11-09T21:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was beaching day, and i cant play.. My knee hurts, like no matter how long i control myself from playing it doesn't get any better.. Thx W.S for introducing ur frens.. A bunch of fun people i can say.. And u OWE me one!!! Skuls tomorrow, and its debaring week.. I'm working for Rihanna's concert!!! So surprised, cuz i signed up late.. After beaching joined jacq and frens for dinner and talk while we shower, its kind of fun, though its the first time we had our private little gal's talk:)

While i waited, i see ur name appeared on my phone:)

2008-11-04T15:54:00.003+08:00

I'm going to miss my dear gal:(

I'm going off to work in 10 mins time.. Staying over nite at karrie's house, my bags is heavy and i have 3 pairs of shoes in my bag... Test on POA and i haven even started flipping the book.. I cant wait for monday to come!! i'm getting my smiley pierced!!! woots..

2008-11-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

Thankx for all the thoughtful words.. Greatly appreciated:) Cant wait for sat to come, i cant wait for beaching!!! & song of the sea.. ~W.S

2008-10-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

Thursday is over and weedends coming.. Nothing to be surprised about..

Wednesday
Worked at indoor stadium, Kenye west concert.. Have to relocate almost half of the sits.. Head cracked while helping the patrons to find their sits, and some even got upset about the relocation.. And this particular patron said " can u get me into the free standing crowd, i have lots of money" hello money isn't a issue.. Senior came and took over the issue.. Stone while i say down watching the concert, suppose to end at 10:30, clear crowd at 11, in the end palmed out at 12.. Tired and exhausted.. Phew!! I've got a bang's fringe!!!

Thursday
Lessons start at 8 but i reached skul at 2.. Went for BEo lesson and off to POA.. Test on POA and i dint study at all.. I did well though its a last minute revision:) Went for lunch come dinner at KFC wif Dhan, elfi, Taufeeq and mike!! They are gd source of entertainers:) Took 969 wif Dhan and elfi home, sorry guys to keep u waiting after all assignments are done:) Duck's bike is giving him problems, how sad...

2008-10-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

Blame me for everything, u were never wrong, the words u said cant be trusted for all i know..
The hopes u've given me were never good.. There is no point keeping vengeance or stubborness,
and the deal we've made, i was afraid to say goodbye..

Each nite i go to sleep, i die. And the next morning when i wake up, i am reborn...

2008-10-27T04:13:00.000+08:00

Singing each new leaf out of each tree

2008-10-11T01:32:00.002+08:00

Its 1:32 am and i cant get to sleep.. Seriously i cant wait for skul to start.. Beaching tomorrow!!! have to reach Kovan by 10.. Its freaking early.. Meeting duck after tat cuz we are going MALAYSIA!!! hopefully~~ though its the dono how many times, but still i enjoy every moment of it:)

Went all the way to CCk to have LJS for lunch wif wk and back home to rot.. Called Angela and found out she had her graduation ceremony today and yet complained tat she'f afraid of not being able to graduate.. I KNOW U CAN!! I miss eating at chomp chomp, and the coming meet up will be on my treat..

I cant wait for tuesday to come as well, cuz my NUM bag is here!!! And its brought all the way to skul by zi yang..

2008-10-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

Met fidi in the evening for some catching up.. Talked lots of stuff and went back home again.. Duck's finally home.. I'm gonna meet him later for some ride.. Work tomorrow which means i cant go to the beach.. Sads.. My one day of vb is gone.. A mei's concert tomorrow!!! woots!!

My NUM bag!!! Thx zi yang for ur help anyway.. I'm so getting it on friday.. Ups la!!

Sometimes i just don understand Why irrelevent people are tagging me.. Afraid of revealing his/her name.. Childish acts which they think its a woohaa.. wadever..

2008-10-02T02:14:00.002+08:00

30th Sep

Woke up at 2, watched tv and waited for lunch to be served.. Chnaged and off to work.. Trained all the way to kallang, Met gilbert at the bus stop and went off to leisure park without waiting for karrie and kelvin.. Suppose to accompany gilbert for lunch, in the end went for socks hunting for karrie's sake, but mission failed.. Cant find a suitable black socks.. Make our way back to the stadium to meet up wif karrie and kelvin, palmed in and checked our designation and off to usher's room.. Changed and took our attendance.. Talked rubbish before the briefing starts and off to work.. Its the second event and i'm under boon teck again!!! Its never a easy job under him.. there's so many stuff to do.. Its just a basket ball game ( Sing: Slingers Vs Phili: The giants) the crowd coming in doesn seemed to end, thought i could enjoy the game.. When the crowds settled down i'm off to count tickets which is thousand over pieces la.. Dint managed to count them all just 1/4 of them:) And back in again.. I saw bottles flying every where by the philipines.. so barbaric la.. the game is ending and i'm in charge of one of the gates.. We are trying so hard to evacuate the people but they are not cooperating (phili) Take foto take foto.. angry to the max!!!
Debrief and off to change, its pouring outside luckily boon teck came out and found us!!! Drive us to a sheltered place to palm out fetch karrie and frens to kallang mrt and fetched me home!!! Hahax.. Duck is suppose to come fetch me too but it poured.. how sad..

2008-09-29T19:12:00.003+08:00

Met benz just now for chicken rice.. I finally got my hands on his crumpler.. Exchange wif him wif my mini crumpler and my phiten neck band.. Work tomorrow.. but its a slack one though.. Basket ball game at the indoor stadium.. hope i don have to do all the ticketing thingy.. Free sitting easier to usher.. Tao hui wif daniel later.. So long since i have beancurd.. Malaysia wif duck and fren on sat rite after beaching.. power to the max.. I wanna get NUm bag.. Hurr hurr.. So badly.. Watched painted skin wif andy yesterday.. Show quite nice.. Ending so different compared to other shows.. Not a bad show to watch..

2008-09-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

Finally had my very good ice cream treat from benz!! Went to udder's at united square wif benz, angela and may.. Udder's ice cream is superbly nice.. made wif real liquor u can feel the rush!! My favourite is still rum and raisin and cherry boom.. Tiramisu is also nice, well most of the ice cream is nice la.. but the names a little weird.. Cant really remember..Oh ya.. May mao shan wang durian ice cream really taste like the real durian.. ups la..

2008-09-23T21:20:00.002+08:00

Sis is at the hospital after a car crash.. The car is gone for good and stitches is all she get.. Sometimes i wanted how much i love her, but words like this just cant get out from my mouth..
My phiten is here, though its not the colour tat i want. but its still nice..

2008-09-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

Just came back from beach.. I'm totally burnt to the max.. My eyes are red, my skin is red, burnt and itchy.. Had Mc for breakfast, my favourite hotcakes!! Reached the beach around 10 plus and steven met us there wif his bottle of tequila.. Had one or two games and i'm calling for a time out.. The heat is killing me..
When the sun started to set my form is here.. Played 2-2 wif hong zhi, half way through the game got a twig stucked in my foot.. The moment i pulled it out blood started to flow.. Freaking god it hurts so badly.. i sat down in the middle of the court not knowing wad to do.. Amanda came and help me up to get my foot wash.. People there got stun while looking at the flow of my blood.. Te hao piggyback me to the medic centre to get my wound washed up.. Thx alot people..
Had dinner wif Angela, benz, hong zhi, kai lun and tao hui.. And trained back home.. Argh.. i can feel tat my contacts is popping out!!!

2008-09-19T14:32:00.004+08:00

18 Sep 08

Had my last paper on BEO.. Finally its over and holidays are here!!! After BEO went for BPF presentation and off to POA role play.. Took bus home wif elieen and off to queensway for job hunting.. Half way through my lunch angela called.. Whenever she calls there must be something on.. This time we went back to chomp chomp for dinner.. Took bus home changed and out again.. Met angela at katib and off to AMK to meet benz.. We have huge tummies after drinking two very large cups of lychee and soursop drink wif fruits in it, stingray, Hokkien mee, oyster fried wif egg, popiah and vegetables.. Half way through out dinner a small baby crockroach made our poor angela screamed like there's no one else in the hawlker except us.. Dear benz had a prawn shell flying to the next table.. Yeah we'r declaring war alrite..

Next up will be desert!! Went Haato for waffle and ice cream :)

Chocolate banana ice cream and waffle:)
After desert we had our usual routine POKER cards!!! Benz made a promise tat he's going to treat both of us Galere.. Woots.. Ups la

2008-09-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

Can't you see, you've got my crazy...
Sometimes telling the truth may not be a clever move afterall..
Nobody know's where i'm going now..
Don tell me where i went wrong..
Don try to fix me cuz i'm not broken..
As the streets turn to grey..
Many faces passed, but nth has changed..
I thought i can resist you,
I thought i was strong,
But somehow u'r different..

2008-09-17T00:03:00.003+08:00

All thanks to duck!! Now i'm so craving for 925 boneless chicken rice..

2008-09-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

Somehow i dont see it coming..
It caught me by surprise..
If there's no interest in heart, stop the leading..
Something tat cant be explained...
Being speechless and breathless is the only way..
Don wana feel this way..
I have no intention at the very first place..
Its not too late to turn back now..
I'll shut my eyes as nth happened at all..

2008-09-14T12:01:00.002+08:00

Alan and me wearing the same NUM tee.. How conincident!!!
Me wif Jia ling's dog!!!

Went beaching yesterday wif wee kian and frens... Beach was too crowded.. Slack and do our expensive routine and ate home cooked spagetti brought by wee kian.. The sun started to set many people left the beach and we are in for games.. Angela by then ended her training and joined her for 4 on 4 and later 2 on 2 wif benz.. The playing stopped cuz we cant see the ball unless we wear nite goggles la.. Went to bath and off to AMK for dinner.. Went NTUC to buy sushi as appetizer and chicken rice for dinner!!! Had our expensive routine again and tok 853 wif wee kian and angela... home sweet home!!!

2008-09-12T19:28:00.002+08:00

Just woke up from my sleep.. Ton at aljunied wif karrie and frens.. Played mahjong throughout the nite.. I've got a steam face throughout the nite as well.. Watch 4bia in the afternoon.. And i'm going malaysia wif duck later.. I'm still waiting for all my fotos taken during benz birthday.... Angela quick sent me all of them!!!

2008-09-10T19:21:00.002+08:00

Face test start at 8.. i woke up at 7 cux duck's fetching me to skul.. Shiok to the max!!! Suppose to meet frens at 7:45.. i reached at 8:03.. Hahax.. rushed to the toilet to change into my office wear.. Bund my hair and make up for a finish.. all i can say is.. THE WHOLE THING IS DAMN BO LIAO LA!!! 15 mins check from the teacher, nag a bit, give score then change back to uniform and removed my make up.. My hair become so curly and bouncy.. Karrie's like having fun wif it.. Went BEO lesson.. pop quiz.. i stunned for awhile.. cuz i missed quite a few lesson.. to my surprise i did quite well!!! ups la.. POA common test tomorrow!!! 40 percent of GPA.. Going skul at 8 tomorrow cuz paper starts at 10.. one more week and i'm on hoilday!!!! GCO events are coming up.. And i've already sugned up for 4 events!!! Ups la!!!

2008-09-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

Went menicure in the afternoon wif jia ling.. Damn fun.. wad i can say is, she's very rough... Nails are polished nicely, she move here move there.. holes are all over.. i think her nails will last fpr onli a week.. After menicure went town to meet my dearest brother!!! Went fossil to take a look.. And spotted a watch just nice for my wrist.. and he sayd he's going to buy tat for me.. Power sia.. Went starbucks to chill and met weekian there.. jia ling's frens came along.. Left wif wee kian for dinner!!! Japanese raman for dinner.. the broth damn good.. just drink the soup alone oso contented.. After dinner had our expensive routine and walked to plaza sing.. He wanted to get a speaker, in the end shop closed.. so i went to take a look at crocs.. At first i find crocs shoes not very nice.. very bulky.. but now more and more designs are out.. Kinda cute looking for some..

Face test tomorrow.. At 8 and duck is fetching me to skul.. shiok to the max!!! bag damn heavy.. Seems like my whole closet is inside.. have to go to bed now!!! nitex!!

2008-09-08T19:28:00.002+08:00

Weets!! I'm back to post again!! Finally my laptop is back.. Its been quite happening for the past few days.. 28 Aug (thursday) its benz's 18 birthday!!! Went sarangoon's liquid kitchen for a good drink! Though there were only 4 of us( benz, angela, steven) There's still lots of fun.. We ordered a bottle of Absolute vodka and left 1/4 of it for benz to take home.. And of cuz if our little signature for him to remember.. Lots of fotos.. but its all wif angela..

Reached skul at 8 today, chiong BPF revision.. Its a last minute work cuz i left my book in the locker.. Thought i will flunk my paper.. But at least a B i'll be getting.. 2 thumbs up!!! Meeting jia ling tomorrow.. poning skul again cuz its only a 1hr lesson... bo liao can.. And now i have to continue wif my project.. Tralalal~~~~

2008-09-01T17:01:00.002+08:00

Argh!!! My laptop is away to Thailand for a week!!! Got my new MP3 during IT show wif jia ling... Damn happy about it.. Went out wif Karrie today to buy out black pants... G2000 Just done have the size suitable for me.. S like M!!! I'm going to buy a crocs pumps wif karrie soon!!!!

2008-08-27T15:31:00.002+08:00

Suppose to wake up 6:20.. Snooze till 6:35.. Get up took a bath washed my hair.. When i was out from the toilet is already 7.. I'm late for skul!!! Eileen msged me said tat she's super and she's taking a cab to bedok.. Since i'm already late, i shall continue take my time doing my hair.. Left the house at 7:15, waited for the bus for 10 mins, when i was about to board the bus zhi xiong was standing rite behind me.. We went to skul together.. Meeting him tomorrow at the bus stop, i'm so in love wif his wireless headset!!! Jordon will be going to expo for the IT fair, i asked him to buy a sony brand MP3 wif bluetooth and wireless headset in a set for me.. I'm returning him the money of cuz..

Angela called me yesterday using benz fone, ask me if i'm going clementi for beach volleyball, and i said yes.. And rite now i changed my mind, i'm not going.. I HAVE TO STUDY!!! BEO unit 4.. flung my unit 3 last week, just pass.. I have to get my A back this time!!! Mugging seems to be fun after all (consoling myself)

2008-08-26T18:18:00.003+08:00

My lunch!!!!

Lesson starts at 2, left home at 1.. Meet eileen at tampinese inter and took 31 to skul.. POA is my lunch time.. bought chocolate and biscuit sticks.. And rot for a hour.. BEO presentation, ours not ready yet.. so we'll present it tomorrow.. Rot for another hour again.. Skipped PMI as aways.. Went to take a bus opp our skul wif limin, waited for 35 mins and finally the bus was here.. Back to tampinese took 969 home.. Raining like never ending on my way home.. A guy ran after a bus, slipped and fall and his shoes goes "flyyyy".. How pai sei is tat.. Lesson taught, never to run during raining days.. A trail mock test on POA, 5 units to revise and i'm still haven touched it yet.. soon soon i will..

2008-08-25T23:33:00.001+08:00

SCREWED!!!!!!!!

2008-08-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

22/8/08
Met desmond and frens for mahjong.. Lost freaking 25 bucks to andy.. And left at 6.. Rushed to get myself ready for volley ball at CCAB.. Left home when fidi reached my house.. And off to the mrt station to meet bih horng.. Old chang kee for my first meal and took a bus to CCAB.. Game as usual... Met Mrs Goh there too.. how surprising.. After game left for dinner wif fidi, wei qi, si min, zheng rong, hao ming jian cheng and xiao pang.. After dinner fidi jian cheng and myself went to bishan Prawning farm to meet lincoln and frens.. Fidi killed a poor defendless prawn wif a lighter.. fotos wif her.. Uncle john fetch us home and reach around 3:45 in the morning..

23/8/08
Pulled myself out of bed.. suppose to meet terence and frens at 11.. in the end i woke up at 11.. Went over by myslf and met them at sentosa's cool deck.. It rain when i step down from the tram.. And all the way it rained.. Spoil my mood and went home first.. After bathing got stuck in the rain again.. Luckily for me, i met louise and his frens.. One of his fren sheltered me wif his umbrella and took a tram back to siloso's station.. Took a bus back to habourfront and later 855 homed..

24/8/08
Went beaching today again, and it rained again.. this time everything was drenched.. weather was so freaking cold tat my goosebumbs showed off.. Went palawan to bath, siloso's toilet was bursting wif people.. Took the train back to vivo and had KFC for dinner.. Took 855 wif zheng rong and homed..

2008-08-22T04:49:00.003+08:00

Look at the time.. And i'm still up.. Can't even make a wink.. Caught up wif terence at msn.. Whole nite talked rubbish wif him.. Wei qi came online.. caught up wif him.. told him i'm having problems wif both of my knee.. He asked me to try some tablets or something called glucotamint or something.. I so don wan to be like him.. wif one of his knee's ligement teared.. big big scar on his knee.. Meeting desmond and frens for mahjong around 12 i think.. hopefully i'll be able to wake up.. Or maybe my eyes just wont shut.. As i'm saying every friday is a off day declared by my form teacher of cuz.. I'm going beach on Sat and Sun.. Sat wif terence and frens, Sun wif jian ye and frens.. A promise to jian ye tat i'll go.. Planned to drink at the beach.. Hahax.. OH i love the rush!!!

The first time i ever had liquor at the beach was wif angela.. We rested on seperate places then we meet in the eyes and off we go to get some drinks.. She and her idea of drinking vodkas.. Guess we emptied our bottles in less then 10 mins.. I miss angela pai like so much.. How i miss the days during secondary.. We wrote little notes to each other and i still kept it.. Too turns buying breakfast for one another in the morning.. Beaching days wif nuts gang.. Birthday celebration at changi chalet for her.. Gals day out wif just the two of us.. Woots life is good... But now both of us went seperate ways.. She went into NYJC and me in College East (sounds more professional).. We still meet up if there's luck at the beach..

During my last year of secondary school Chicken rice at 925 was a routine after training or before nite training.. And i clearly remembered the people were jiao jun, kai ting, sin yee, mei xi and myself and the rest jave to see their mood.. Additional rice and gravy from the chicken is a must.. Bubble tea is the all times favourite be it for the senior or the juniors.. During VB camp i had special orders from mad yeo and ms Lim and tat is COKE our all times favourite can't do without it wif lots and lots of chocolates to go along.. Free lunch for assisting jiao lian for junior's training.. X'mas celerations at coach's condo function room.. Majhong sessions wif the same people.. How sad..

And now i'm here studying at college east, wif diff teamates having diff kinds of playing.. How difficult can this be.. Though competition is over, training's over too.. And now i suck at vb...
Going down to woodland is no longer tat often.. My knee is killing me so badly, it even hurts when i'm about to sleep..

Cant wait to finish up my NITEC course and off to get a private diploma..
Damn this post is long.. Skipped it to save time.. Forget about reading it..

2008-08-21T18:32:00.003+08:00

Just came back home.. Wif a tummy full of pratas..
Went to skul late again.. Done wif POA group work within a hour.. Companied eileen to campus heaven for lunch and off to meet duck.. Picked me up from skul and went jalan kayu for lunch cum dinner.. Thankx duck for the ride home again.. though u complained too much tat u are tired.. Lunch treat is on me.. Had our expensive routine and off we go.. Chatted wif terence last nite and damn he's a joker.. as expected i craped along wif him.. Went to bed at 2 and fall alseep at about 3.. I cant wait to start work.. free concerts and good people.. And we are even paid for the job training next saturday.. ups la..

2008-08-21T00:55:00.003+08:00

Playing in progress...
Serving by vanessa

I'm not clapping, just trying to get rid of the sand... I'm serving!!!

Went to skul today, skipped BEG.. Went for BEO test.. guess wad.. we were late for retest.. Too bad.. its break time, studied for POA in the end three of us talked rubbish.. Done with the test, shared answers wif karrie.. how cool can it be.. Went straight home wif limin.. Met wan xin at tampinese inter.. Sat bus 969 wif her till i reach my stop.. Packed my stuff and off to meet benz.. Had lunch at BK and we went to look for leon then walk back to my house.. Watch stupid videos tat laugh both our asses off waiting for time to pass... 6:30, Lincoln called, he reached.. Went down and waited for the rest.. Off to clementi for beach volley ball.. Surprised tat alot of people showed up.. Terence, andrew, hao. ah gu, gina's bro and many many more.. After playing went Holland V for late dinner.. Lincoln and frens went walla walla.. Vanessa and her bf sent benz and me home.. Sleeping soon.. BEO test tomorrow again.. Ciaos~~

2008-08-19T17:43:00.002+08:00

Just receive a call from the management of singapore indoor stadium tat i'm selected for the job!!! Have to report on the 30th at 10 am.. Dress code will be casual.. Jeans and covered shoes.. How on earth can i find 2 passport size foto.. Ma fan lehx.. Must go take again.. Goodbye ripcurl 2008... Studying in progress~~~

2008-08-19T00:01:00.003+08:00

Having tons of sleepless nitex.. Fucking test never seemed to end.. Wednesday having BEO retest and POA.. So sad.. I studied like mad.. In the end teacher say i dint did well.. I'm surprised tat the whole class dint did well... Stupid MCQs make me lose marks.. POA is a headache.. Told mom tat i not playing ripcurl her face went blur.. Thought i was joking.. Cuz i'm having Job training tat is if i get through the interview wif karrie and eileen which falls on the same day... Fuck!!! My choice is made to go for work instead of playing.. I'm so sorry.. I'm guilty towards hao ming.. Hope u guys can understand.. Stupid IVan made me feel even worst.. Though he's joking..

I'm so looking forward for thursday's arrival.. Hope tat duck will ride me home... Fingers crossed.. Thanks duck for all the company and having lunch together.. I appreciate it..

P/s: It is wad it is

Wads done is done

this all means something

There's light at the end

I won't be here dying

I'll find that grace

2008-08-17T16:37:00.003+08:00

Fidi stop complaining already!!! Pictures up le!!!

2008-08-13T23:14:00.001+08:00

Sorry bih horng and frens.. I don have the mood to play volley ball this week cuz test and everything is coming.. and it never seemed to end.. promised tat i will go spans this saturday and nie on friday..
Fidi babe i will upload the fotos on friday k.. must tahan!!!

2008-08-08T00:55:00.002+08:00

Another day gone.. BORING!!! Study study study till nearly 5pm.. Chiong POA project like mad.. Karrie once again being irritated by nonsensical stuffs.. AGAIN!! Finally its over for now.. Nafa in the morning.. 2.4 run.. I hate running on tracks.. u suck!!! After last hour of lesson johnson called.. Guess wad.. he's here to pick me up from skul wif his new bike (super 4) though his bike's suspensions are really bouncy.. He's going to fixed it tomorrow i guess.. Thanx man.. Though it rained while we were barely at IKEA (highway) he blocked most of the rain.. but still i'm still wait.. Water hitting my hands and legs.. damn pain.. But the journey very shiok.. Went home bath and brought my beloved doggie out to meet king.. And he drove me back home after the 9 o'clock show.. Meeting jerry later.. and i have no idea wad time will it be.. Every friday is a holiday to me.. teacher declare off de horx.. I'm meeting fidi after her lesson which ends at 10.. guess i'm still sleeping luh.. Suppose to go clubbing at future tomorrow nite wif angela.. but too bad no IC.. lolx.. i wanna be 18... in another 6 months time!!! Sat is beaching day and sun is fish and co's day.. Monday is relaxing day.. BooHoo... i'm bored!!!

2008-07-27T16:43:00.002+08:00

Weets went malaysia for 2 days 1 nite.. left home at 8 reached malaysia at 9 plus i think.. stuck at the custom for about a hour.. Had dinner first then went to look for hotels.. Went to 3 hotels but no rooms left but finally found one throw our stuff in the room and left for drinks... Went to the first pub they dint have waterfall so we drank corona as starters.. And later off to the second pub just beside it.. To our surprise they serve waterfall.. My first waterfall and people around were all surprise cuz i only took 4 gulps to finish the whole drink.. and got my second round of waterfall.. the drink damn power!!! shiok to the max.. After drinking went to collect our car and back to the hotel.. slept till 11 plus and missed out breakfast buffet.. Had late breakfast and ate porridge and off to lobster meal somewhere around desaru.. the meal was superb.. thumbs up for the lobsters.. after meal went to desaru for jet ski.. so fun to the max.. i'm sure going back for more.. took 2 to 3 hours back home, once again stuck at the custom at least i have movies to watched.. Cant wait to go back again!!!

2008-07-17T11:18:00.002+08:00

I'm on MC on Yesterday and today.. But still i'm going to skul later for presentation and project work.. I'm so tired..

2008-07-16T21:36:00.004+08:00

I'm on MC for today and tomorrow.. I've got no choice but to attend skul tomorrow for POA and BEO.. Projects and everything.. I just hate it when people say things which they don mean it.. Its so frustrating.. Walk my dog after dinner and home sweet home.. Stayed at home almost for the whole day and do nth else but sleep.. Burger king for dinner... Everyday seems to be so idle.. No motivation no nothing.. Now i feel tat time passes so slow...

Ps: If u dint realise.. I've depending on u since.... Its weird but true..

Late night calls makes my sleep soundly...

2008-07-13T22:41:00.002+08:00

My sore throat is so killing me.. And now fever comes along.. so irri la.. when beach again wif iris and frens but went home wif bih horng benz and ABC.. Bih horng is so not in a good mood.. though she dint say or tell.. i am a sensitive person in a positive way.. While having dinner bh left first for some reason.. Left the three of us.. Had a good chat wif benz.. Caught up wif angela yesterday after beach and took a bus home wif her.. at the same time chat alot of stuff.. we have the same problem.. and its so irriating to the max.. But seriously it doesn affect me.. cause i have no intention even at the very first place.. I'm not avoiding.. i just want to keep everything tha same as before.. Skul's starting tomorrow again.. lessons start at 9.. end at 5.. dinner alone again.. sian diao.. every one at the beach says i'm getting thinner.. hahax.. tats because if i have to eat alone, i rather not eat at all.. Now i feel like a rubbish bin, collecting all the rubbish someone throwed to me.. And i cant empty them.. And now i wish tat i wasn't the one in the middle of the situation.. And now i wan some one to hear me out without worsening the complicated situation!!!

2008-07-05T08:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday meet up wif my same bunch of cazy peeps.. this time wif jolene.. Went vivio to catch a movie.. No one knows wad to watch then some guy (ivan) suggested we watch the strangers.. We all goes " anything lorx"(me) "sui bian la"(jolene) "I go wif the flow"(wei jie) "wo shi sui bian de"(xiao pang) "wo ye shi sui bian"(jian ye).... "OKIE LORX"(ivan) We happily went to coffee bean slack for the whole two hours cuz show starts at 7:20... Jolene and wei jie PK tennis using their phone.. Ivan and jian ye wif their nonsense entertaining xiao pang and me wif all the indian you tube videos whicj we passed around using msn.. damn crap la.. Show finally starting.. all gan jiong.. the music so thrilling.. throughtout the show i always hung tio.. jolene sure donid to say de la.. same same wif me.. wei jie there act yi ge nothing happen, complain say boring.. jian ye keep interupting my concentration.. must have mental preparation when the killer will come mahx.. but.. FAILED!! okie.. i hung tio again and again.. Argh.. i'm late got to meet kimmy now.. i'll be back to continue my story...

2008-07-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

MIZUNO'S tees are on sale now!!! Just bought two cotton tees each for 15 bucks!! cheap stuff but good quality.. Only at world of sports.. Thanks to wee kian who introduce me such good lobang.. Now i'm having problems finding my shoes.. No size for me.. I need Patrick's help badly to get it import.. I'm so broke.. I have to wait till i lay my hands on tat limited edition adidas jacket.. damn chio.. Holiday damn sian.. rot at home.. mushrooms and fungus popping out of my head.. Skul start oso sian.. the travelling time make me so tired..
Information by xiao pang tat we will be going out tomorrow!!! siansation.. i'm so broke.. how poor can a student be.. hurr hurr...

2008-07-03T16:22:00.002+08:00

Slacking at home for so many days.. damn sianx.. I miss kimmy!!! yeah i'm sorry for not going to bedok for vb.. i was held up.. Sat's doggie day wif kimmy and vb gals.. so looking forward.. oh ya.. Ivan don be jealous.. i don prefer my those frens more to u guys.. hahax.. i'll upload ur fotos soon!!! Looking out for vb key chains and stuff.. but its so difficult to find la!!! thought of making one using fabric.. it takes time though.. shall see when i have the mood.. people come beg me for one!!! Meeting wee kian for dinner later at my mom's place at ang mo kio.. I have the urge to not hesitate in buying one of those mizuno cotton tees.. argh.. discount some more.. Its been a few weeks since i meet up wif jerry.. on my way home yesterday without any notice he stood infront of me posting.. damn irri la.. Next week i promise.. i'll be back to the court.. give me time..

As time pass me by
Maybe i'll never learnt to smile...

2008-06-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

Chatted wif Albert for the whole entire nite.. slept at 7 woke up at 2.. gave albert morning call.. thought i ahve to bomb his phone till he pick up.. Fortunately called once and he's awake.. suppose to meet him at 4.. this slow poke made me wait for 30 mins la.. Today is Mr albert's treat!!!
Watch hulk at tpy.. He damn noisy la.. such an entertainment... Had chicken rice for lunch before the show starts.. and ice cream after the show.. Later went spans for alliance "training"... After the training i felt tat vb isn't my game anymore.. the touch is gone.. i'm back to square one.. Argh.. irritating can... had a good chat wif elaine while we took the train home.. Telling her how unlucky i was wif vb.. damn sad to the max.. Meeting cerelia tomorrow in the morning.. helping her out wif tiramisu cake.. then meeting xiao pang and frens to NIE for vb..

2008-06-25T00:25:00.002+08:00

Went outing wif daniu.. He brought me to chinatown.. suppose to have tian ji zhou for lunch..
In the end wasn't able to find the stall.. In the end we walk from chinatown to clark quey then to Central, had subway for lunch.. wanted to walk to city hall.. wasn't successful we walked back to clark quey mrt and headed back.. Met amilia talk lots of stuff.. Being frens wif her for 1o years.. Though we were not in the same skul anymore.. Meet ups wasn't as much as before.. we still care.. Meetings wif xiao pang and frens wasn't successful too cuz of their work and combine trainings.. poor me.. Hao ming having his reservice.. He knows how much i miss him.. hahax.. whenever i see dried mangoes i think of him.. he's the one who introduce first bite of dried mangoes to me.. Both of us so in love wif it.. Miss the times when we all slacked together and do some expensive activity.. i miss trainings so much.. Late dinner wif the team at Mcs.. Tao hui for supper wif Xiao pang Zheng rong ivan and lao john were no longer practice.. Argh.. Beach got cancelled for tomorrow.. cuz of their combine training.. sian diao la.. Plan B.. going out wif Fidi tomorrow for meet ups.. I miss playing Patapon la.. Iris's psp and michelle's help.. It's no longer the same again.. The feelings is back when i'm back at cchy.. when i left the team cuz of my N level results.. wasting jiao lian's time.. Letting the team down by not retaining and headed for ITE when they wished i would stay and play for the last year.. Deleting old e-mails wif flash backs on how frens come and go without me realising.. But still just a few of frens who really make me feel important will be xiao pang and frens.. Committments were put in and promised made tat we will form a new beach team... My chance of playing Vb is getting smaller.. siansation is here...

2008-06-20T16:33:00.004+08:00

Back from KL yesterday nite... Finally man.. I miss my dog, my mummy and my BED!!! Bought nothing much only a NIKe bag, Adidas Jacket and chocolates... Sleep for only a couple of hours everynite cuz everyone seemed to be very energetic the moment we had our dinner... Breakfast and dinner was either at the hotel or ina restaurant.. Dinner was on our own with each 12 bucks to spent.. Had Mc for almost every dinner.. Their coke was like shit cuz no Gas at all.. THe Crews goes sighning everytime we entered the Mc.. Last nite at KL we went for KFC... The chicken IS SUPERB la.. Not very oily the crispy chicken skin not very thick.. They have no buddy meal la.. spoil my plan wif iris... Above Picture not very clear.. But anw.. Here's ivan smelling my foot after playing 3 rounds of scissors paper stone... It ended off wif a little kick on his nose.. Picture taken at the corridoor outside one of our Hotel rooms..

Back to the main topic.. Friendly matches at KL wasn't going well on day 1.. The same problen happened again.. Some things just have to be said once twice thrice and tats enough.. The second friendly game had the same problem at the first set.. but slowly things was sorted out slowly in the game.. Yuppx we won 1 out of 5... hahax.. Though its just 1 set..

Now talking about all the fun.. Went to their Ferris wheel after dinner... Shared the same cabin wif tim yee iris zhi yang nigel and sherwin... Talk crap through out the five rounds..

Last nite at the hotel... Xiao pang first time so da fang la.. I say his butt very jag.. then he put pillow for me to sleep on his butt sia.. Lolx.. he poor thing, everynite torture him sia.. but on the way home back to singapore got help him massage horx!!!

2008-06-15T13:25:00.002+08:00

Went Slacking Yesterday wif the same people, but ths time wif two more peeps comin along.. I van and Jian ye.. Then later Ivan brought yi qin too.. Bought my new phone at last!!! SamSung Soul!!! Bie's mum helped to dye my hair not long ago.. The colour still not vey obvious though.. KL tomorrow!! Woots!!!

2008-06-05T11:02:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the encouragement gals.. Next year.. We;ll make the history once more... Days without trainings just damn bored!!! Hoildays now!! Going KL on the 16th with Volleyball mates.. I'm so lucky can!! Last year Xia men, this year KL.. Yesterday went OFS(overseas fanily skul) for friendly game.. Boring can.. Everyone don seem to have the kick to play.. EXCUSES though.. Should i go for combine?? No one seem to be able to give me comments.. its up to me to decide after all.. After friendly Went dhoby ghaut xchange for dinner with free flow of drinks and ice creams.. After dinner went to an area near giraffe bar slack with xiao pang hao ming and zheng rong.. Xiao pang is such an entertainment to me he's not tat emo guy.. Took bus home with xiao pang and zhenrong.. talk lots of crap... This morning ask mummy to sign all the forms for the trip tadah!!! She notice my pierced tongue.. she goes shaking her head.. Going back to CCHY for farewell party.. BUFFET!!!! I miss my juniors so so much...

we never ran out of things to say
I admit tat when i'm not with u, i hope to see u soon
Don ask me wad i like about u, cuz is every little thing u do
Maybe u know what i mean

2008-05-31T22:53:00.002+08:00

Everything ended so quickly.. Trainings stopped.. People going different ways.. Players come and go.. During the days when we played together, i dint appreciate the chance to say how greatful i am to play wif u gals.. I'm sorry tat i showed my attitude during the game.. Giving out though there isn't a chance to get the score close.. I made the morale down.. Crying like a baby after every game.. i'm just so sorry.. If time would turn back how i wish i would train well and not skipped training.. accepting every thing hao ming said perhaps will turn me into a better player.. And now i'm sorry for not listening to his advice.. I'm sorry hao ming for showing my attitude whenver i like.. guess everything is too late.. What i said to u gals was to play well and to do this and that but never to myself.. I dint even perform during our finals.. Champion was once so close but in the end what we got was a second..guess i'm lucky to be able to join the KL trip for my first inter ite vb competition.. Arghh!! i just don feel happy at all!!!

2008-05-28T09:46:00.002+08:00

Team 1 lets get champion alrite?? And this time we'r gonna beat west for good!!! I just need someone's cooperation and put away her egoness.. Sometimes u just have to stop ur one man show.. And stop giving excuses.. I guess my confidence isn't there anymore..

2008-05-11T21:18:00.003+08:00

SORRY Iris for not updating!!! I'm just lazy to update.. Lets start with yesterday.. The whole group of us ( eileen, weijie, wang cheng and joseph) went to karrie house to get started on our project.. god damn it i was so pissed off.. Arghhh.. Wadever la.. I slept for dono how long on the sofa then kana scolding.. then get back to work again.. this time eileen slept on the sofa.. the three guys went bak home after doing.. Well as for eileen and me.. we've got no choice but to stay over.. hello i live at yishun eileen's at jurong!!! three of us shared a bed slet till 12?? I cant wait for my beloved to call me.. at about 1:35 bie called to say he booked out already, he took cab down to karrie's house picked my up then took back to his house... he went to bath and i continued to sleep till like evening.. we went to bugis at about 7 bout many socks.. 6 for $20.. a little ex though.. Skul tomorrow.. After skul going Overseas family school at orchard for friendly.. Its gonna be fun!!!!

2008-04-07T13:03:00.002+08:00

I've been spending money like water for days already... Thursday went out with weenah bought a everlast shoe for 39.90 then went pastamania for lunch and headed back home.. Friday met mardiana, shopping again!! bought a volcum bag for 79.90 then continue walking around and later headed to bugis.. Movie date wif secondary skul frens.. Meet them during evening time.. Watched untraceable... Damn gan jiong.. Again spent money.. Sat zhu book out le.. Meet him around 1 then walk to his house.. Went town for gd food.. in the end we decided to eat fish n co... He ate new york fish n chips.. I ate my all times favourite sea food platter for 1... Had our jungle freeze and two mint sweets and off we go!!! Zhu say want buy sleepers so he bought havaianas slim in blue.. in the end though i wasn't going to buy in the end cant stop myself from buying my third pair of havaianas flip flops.. My next shopping destination will be at IKEA lolx!!!